Do Not Delay! Do Not Delay!
Tuesday, April 15, 2025 8:25 pm – 9:06 pm (41m)
I have prayed the Rosary as requested. Mumsy said she was compelled to ask Fr. Valentine to have Adoration. It seems as if something is afoot.
Is something afoot, my Jesus?
Oh, Belovéd Children of My Sacred and Beatific Heart, observe the blessings I give in the whole of nature, in the food I provide and the songs of birds and the laughter of children and the Divinity of Love under My Promise.
Children, when white turns black, the Soul suffers. Nature turns against Man and cries out. Food is tainted and soured. Birds grow silent and laughter turns to tears. Love is abandoned and hate abounds. Children, you must not be contrary to what I have made for you by Love and for Love and from Love. I have created each of you, and you are My Singular Joys.
Children of My Divine Heart, I long for you. I long for your Love and notice. Come to Me for My Love and Mercy and accept the bounty I offer to you.
Children, you cannot afford to wait. You cannot delay in choosing Me, your Lord God and Father. I gave to Mankind My Only and Most Belovéd Son that you may be redeemed by His Great Sacrifice of Love. Oh, Children, do not let this enormous act of Love go unappreciated. Do not lose this gift to all Souls. Children of My Heart, you cannot wait. The storm is raging outside, and you have not safeguarded what you treasure.
Children, you must come to Me. Know what I accept and do not accept. Join Me in My Love. Do not delay, for time is short, and what shall you do when the storm peaks and your home is blown away and you have nowhere to find solace, strength, or Mercy? Bewildered Children, come to Me. I give you peace and the clarity that comes with My Peace.
Oh, Children, do not delay! Do not delay. Go to reconcile yourselves with your Lord God. Approach your Heavenly King, the Christ Jesus with Love, reverence, and humility. He is for you, and you are for Him. And you are for Me as I am for you. Children, the Eucharist will soon be scarce, and My Belovéd Servants will hide because of their faith and service to Me. Those with True Hearts will need protection from persecution. Even still, many fall to the sword of Man.
Yes, My Children, even now many of My Belovéd Priests are cut down for their Love of Me and devotion to the Christ Jesus, My Belovéd Son and your saving grace. Pray for My Servants. Pray for those who have gone astray and who actively seek the detriment of the Holy Church. They will be held accountable, and to face Mercy with Judgement is a far kinder restitution. Children, pray for all of My Servants. Pray for those in Italy who will endure many sufferings and those who have turned their faces away from My Calls.
Children, bring My Little Flowers to Me. Let them know how I Love them so. Let them understand that their Lord God adores their Hearts and constantly hovers over them, ever charmed by their simplicity and awe of those things I have created for them. Let them know of Christ’s great Sacrifice. Let them understand the Sanctity of the Cross and Christ Jesus, their Loving Savior!
Children of My Sacred Heart, pray for those who refuse My Love. Pray for those who have turned Me away and who disbelieve. It is a crucial time, and Souls must come to Me filled with trust, belief, and Love.
Pray for those who have become misguided by this World and have warped the teachings of the Church or incorporated those things that are not of Christ. Pray for those who have placed idols before Me. Money, health, temporal love, this World. Children, all these things about which you worry so, all the things you cling to from this World, all the things you have come to think are treasures – let them go. Strip away all that is temporal and Worldly and give to Me a Child’s Heart filled with simplicity, trust, Love, and a complete focus on My Love and the wonderful gifts I give to My Belovéd Children.
Yes, My Belovéds, pray constantly. Do not pause in your devotions. So much comes and times will be difficult for My Children, but doubly so for those who do not know Me or who, while knowing Me think there are not repercussions for sin. Woe to those who compromise with sin. Children, you cannot have two masters. Choose Me and know the peace and joy I give to you.
Belovéd Children, My Precious Blood was spilt for you by My Belovéd Son for the forgiveness of your sins. Do not refuse this gift. Do not take His Sacrifice for granted, for it is the biggest and most valuable treasure known to Mankind.
Children, pray constantly. Pray the Rosary. There is an ongoing fight for your Souls, and if you are weak for lack of prayer, you will succumb to many hardships brought to you by the one who lies and tricks My Belovéd Children.
Children, the devil is a spiteful and clever liar. Satan is convincing and will fool My Belovéd Children when prayer is not a priority. Belovéd Children, many of My Children will be fooled by the words they hear and the things they are told. Pray and I shall give you discernment, and the Holy Spirit will guide you.
My Holy and Belovéd Mother will take your hands in Her Own and will lead you to Me, Her Belovéd Son. Allow Her to guide you to Me. Love Her, for she champions you and begs for charity and Mercy on your behalf. She has stayed the Hand of Justice often and continues to plead the case for Mankind.
Belovéd Children, it will be in the springtime when changes come. After this, more changes come. One after another like leaves falling in the wind. All that I have forewarned you about will come to pass, one after another shall these things come, and you shall have no time to rest or catch your breath. Thus, prepare now through prayer, reconciliation (confession), and partaking of the Sacred Eucharist, Christ Himself, as often as possible.
Children, do not fear what comes. I am for you and you are for Me. I do not abandon My Belovéd Children but give you strength to face all difficulties and tragedy. Trust in Me and trust in My Love and Mercy. Each of you is Most Precious to your Loving God. Peace, My Children. I give to you My Peace.
I have prayed the Rosary as requested. Mumsy said she was compelled to ask Fr. Valentine to have Adoration. It seems as if something is afoot.
Is something afoot, my Jesus?
Oh, Belovéd Children of My Sacred and Beatific Heart, observe the blessings I give in the whole of nature, in the food I provide and the songs of birds and the laughter of children and the Divinity of Love under My Promise.
Children, when white turns black, the Soul suffers. Nature turns against Man and cries out. Food is tainted and soured. Birds grow silent and laughter turns to tears. Love is abandoned and hate abounds. Children, you must not be contrary to what I have made for you by Love and for Love and from Love. I have created each of you, and you are My Singular Joys.
Children of My Divine Heart, I long for you. I long for your Love and notice. Come to Me for My Love and Mercy and accept the bounty I offer to you.
Children, you cannot afford to wait. You cannot delay in choosing Me, your Lord God and Father. I gave to Mankind My Only and Most Belovéd Son that you may be redeemed by His Great Sacrifice of Love. Oh, Children, do not let this enormous act of Love go unappreciated. Do not lose this gift to all Souls. Children of My Heart, you cannot wait. The storm is raging outside, and you have not safeguarded what you treasure.
Children, you must come to Me. Know what I accept and do not accept. Join Me in My Love. Do not delay, for time is short, and what shall you do when the storm peaks and your home is blown away and you have nowhere to find solace, strength, or Mercy? Bewildered Children, come to Me. I give you peace and the clarity that comes with My Peace.
Oh, Children, do not delay! Do not delay. Go to reconcile yourselves with your Lord God. Approach your Heavenly King, the Christ Jesus with Love, reverence, and humility. He is for you, and you are for Him. And you are for Me as I am for you. Children, the Eucharist will soon be scarce, and My Belovéd Servants will hide because of their faith and service to Me. Those with True Hearts will need protection from persecution. Even still, many fall to the sword of Man.
Yes, My Children, even now many of My Belovéd Priests are cut down for their Love of Me and devotion to the Christ Jesus, My Belovéd Son and your saving grace. Pray for My Servants. Pray for those who have gone astray and who actively seek the detriment of the Holy Church. They will be held accountable, and to face Mercy with Judgement is a far kinder restitution. Children, pray for all of My Servants. Pray for those in Italy who will endure many sufferings and those who have turned their faces away from My Calls.
Children, bring My Little Flowers to Me. Let them know how I Love them so. Let them understand that their Lord God adores their Hearts and constantly hovers over them, ever charmed by their simplicity and awe of those things I have created for them. Let them know of Christ’s great Sacrifice. Let them understand the Sanctity of the Cross and Christ Jesus, their Loving Savior!
Children of My Sacred Heart, pray for those who refuse My Love. Pray for those who have turned Me away and who disbelieve. It is a crucial time, and Souls must come to Me filled with trust, belief, and Love.
Pray for those who have become misguided by this World and have warped the teachings of the Church or incorporated those things that are not of Christ. Pray for those who have placed idols before Me. Money, health, temporal love, this World. Children, all these things about which you worry so, all the things you cling to from this World, all the things you have come to think are treasures – let them go. Strip away all that is temporal and Worldly and give to Me a Child’s Heart filled with simplicity, trust, Love, and a complete focus on My Love and the wonderful gifts I give to My Belovéd Children.
Yes, My Belovéds, pray constantly. Do not pause in your devotions. So much comes and times will be difficult for My Children, but doubly so for those who do not know Me or who, while knowing Me think there are not repercussions for sin. Woe to those who compromise with sin. Children, you cannot have two masters. Choose Me and know the peace and joy I give to you.
Belovéd Children, My Precious Blood was spilt for you by My Belovéd Son for the forgiveness of your sins. Do not refuse this gift. Do not take His Sacrifice for granted, for it is the biggest and most valuable treasure known to Mankind.
Children, pray constantly. Pray the Rosary. There is an ongoing fight for your Souls, and if you are weak for lack of prayer, you will succumb to many hardships brought to you by the one who lies and tricks My Belovéd Children.
Children, the devil is a spiteful and clever liar. Satan is convincing and will fool My Belovéd Children when prayer is not a priority. Belovéd Children, many of My Children will be fooled by the words they hear and the things they are told. Pray and I shall give you discernment, and the Holy Spirit will guide you.
My Holy and Belovéd Mother will take your hands in Her Own and will lead you to Me, Her Belovéd Son. Allow Her to guide you to Me. Love Her, for she champions you and begs for charity and Mercy on your behalf. She has stayed the Hand of Justice often and continues to plead the case for Mankind.
Belovéd Children, it will be in the springtime when changes come. After this, more changes come. One after another like leaves falling in the wind. All that I have forewarned you about will come to pass, one after another shall these things come, and you shall have no time to rest or catch your breath. Thus, prepare now through prayer, reconciliation (confession), and partaking of the Sacred Eucharist, Christ Himself, as often as possible.
Children, do not fear what comes. I am for you and you are for Me. I do not abandon My Belovéd Children but give you strength to face all difficulties and tragedy. Trust in Me and trust in My Love and Mercy. Each of you is Most Precious to your Loving God. Peace, My Children. I give to you My Peace.
Be Gentle, Quiet, Loving, and Charitable
Monday, April 14, 2025 8:20 pm – 8:58 pm (38 m)
It seems like many are feeling a powerful significance of Easter. I mean, more so than usual. You have called me, and Mumsy has felt a call as well. It is a special time….
(I’ve been a bit frenetic and noisy lately.)
Be still, Child, and listen to My Words of Love. I am for you as you are for Me. Belovéd Child of My Heart, I Love you so dearly and despite all I have given to you, you still do not believe to the core of your heart. If you did have any inkling, you would not doubt Me so. I am ever with you. I do not abandon or betray or withdraw My Love from you, Child. You are very, very noticed by Me in everything you do, say, think, and feel. In knowing this, be My Beautiful Obedient Daughter. I am not through with you, and what you shall do for Me will be My Will. You will not be what you wish to be for Me. You shall be what I have Willed for you, and My Will is all good and all Love.
Children of My Sacred Heart, know I exist. Know that I see and listen and hear your prayers and lives as you live them.
Children, be gentle, quiet, Loving, charitable, and kind to one another. I do not want hellions of My Children. You are for Love and from Love and by Love. Thus, My Children, take joy that your Master, your Loving Lord God has made you in His Image.
Belovéd Children of My Heart, know Me. Know what I accept and do not accept. Pray and have a deep and discerning relationship of Love with Me. Children, be prayerful and trusting, and allow Me to build a resting place in your Hearts.
Oh, Bewildered Children, I am ever with you. Turn to Me and embrace My Love and Mercy. I offer you so many graces and opportunities to reconcile yourselves to Me. So very few grab at this gift of Love.
Children, I am a Loving and Merciful Lord, but I am also just. You cannot sin freely, not recognize your transgressions, and believe My Justice will not apply to you. I am Merciful and Just. Without justice, there is no virtue or understanding of good and evil. If evil is not punished, what then decides what is good. The line between good and evil cannot be blurred. You therefore must choose who you serve. Do you give your Heart and Soul over to this transient World or do you give your Heart and Soul to your Creator, your Lord God?
Children, you must know your Hearts and incline them to Me and only Me. You cannot have two masters, and you must choose soon. If you are with Me, pray. Pray for strength, guidance, discernment, and a gentle forgiving Heart. Forgive and do not hold on to anger. If you are to do My Work, you must be as Me. You must be united to Me and My Holy Will. You must release your will and submit yourselves to Mine. The grace of living in My Will is Heaven on earth. I give to you a taste of the ecstasy of Heaven. It is everlasting joy.
Pray, My Children. Give to Me your Heart and Love with reverence, humility, serene Hearts, and patience. If you do not hear Me when you are in need of consolation, trust that I am with you. You must trust in Me even when I am silent. It is easy to be content and trust when you are confident in My Presence and are not in need of consolation. But when you know you are wretched and still trust that I hold you, My Heart swells with (BIG!) Love. Your trust in Me is an embrace of Love to Me.
Children of My Sacred Heart, pray the Rosary as My gentle Mother has asked. You cannot be strong and maintain the fortitude necessary for this life without a prayerful Heart.
Man is building the force of his own storm. Children, the force is decided by the extent of your apostasy. One day, the entire World will reject Me, and that is when the storm will reach its pinnacle. You shall know what it is to be without Me (the Eucharist), but do not despair.
When it would seem that the Light of God has been extinguished and My Word banished from this World, a spark of My Light will continue to burn, and then embers will turn to flames, and the Flame of Love, the Holy Spirit shall touch the Hearts of many, and I shall reign.
Children, trust, pray, and be humble. Many difficulties and a chastisement come. Prayer is your tool. Use prayer – constant, devoted prayer – to sharpen the knife of your Love. Do not let your Love for Me grow lax or dull.
Pray, My Children, and lead others to prayer. Know what I accept and do not accept. I have said before that black will become white, and white black. Many of My Belovéd Children will be fooled, and so you must know the Word of God, the Christ Jesus, and all that He has taught. You must know His Word. Pray and know Me. Maintain a close prayerful life. I am with you, Children. I do not promise a life of ease or one free of worry or sorrow.
Know that My Kingdom of Glory awaits the Loving, repentant, and obedient Heart. Be kind to your Brothers. Forgive. Pray for My Belovéd Servants and allow My Loving and Gentle Mother to take your hand and guide you to Me.
Peace, My Belovéds. I give to you My Love and Peace.
It seems like many are feeling a powerful significance of Easter. I mean, more so than usual. You have called me, and Mumsy has felt a call as well. It is a special time….
(I’ve been a bit frenetic and noisy lately.)
Be still, Child, and listen to My Words of Love. I am for you as you are for Me. Belovéd Child of My Heart, I Love you so dearly and despite all I have given to you, you still do not believe to the core of your heart. If you did have any inkling, you would not doubt Me so. I am ever with you. I do not abandon or betray or withdraw My Love from you, Child. You are very, very noticed by Me in everything you do, say, think, and feel. In knowing this, be My Beautiful Obedient Daughter. I am not through with you, and what you shall do for Me will be My Will. You will not be what you wish to be for Me. You shall be what I have Willed for you, and My Will is all good and all Love.
Children of My Sacred Heart, know I exist. Know that I see and listen and hear your prayers and lives as you live them.
Children, be gentle, quiet, Loving, charitable, and kind to one another. I do not want hellions of My Children. You are for Love and from Love and by Love. Thus, My Children, take joy that your Master, your Loving Lord God has made you in His Image.
Belovéd Children of My Heart, know Me. Know what I accept and do not accept. Pray and have a deep and discerning relationship of Love with Me. Children, be prayerful and trusting, and allow Me to build a resting place in your Hearts.
Oh, Bewildered Children, I am ever with you. Turn to Me and embrace My Love and Mercy. I offer you so many graces and opportunities to reconcile yourselves to Me. So very few grab at this gift of Love.
Children, I am a Loving and Merciful Lord, but I am also just. You cannot sin freely, not recognize your transgressions, and believe My Justice will not apply to you. I am Merciful and Just. Without justice, there is no virtue or understanding of good and evil. If evil is not punished, what then decides what is good. The line between good and evil cannot be blurred. You therefore must choose who you serve. Do you give your Heart and Soul over to this transient World or do you give your Heart and Soul to your Creator, your Lord God?
Children, you must know your Hearts and incline them to Me and only Me. You cannot have two masters, and you must choose soon. If you are with Me, pray. Pray for strength, guidance, discernment, and a gentle forgiving Heart. Forgive and do not hold on to anger. If you are to do My Work, you must be as Me. You must be united to Me and My Holy Will. You must release your will and submit yourselves to Mine. The grace of living in My Will is Heaven on earth. I give to you a taste of the ecstasy of Heaven. It is everlasting joy.
Pray, My Children. Give to Me your Heart and Love with reverence, humility, serene Hearts, and patience. If you do not hear Me when you are in need of consolation, trust that I am with you. You must trust in Me even when I am silent. It is easy to be content and trust when you are confident in My Presence and are not in need of consolation. But when you know you are wretched and still trust that I hold you, My Heart swells with (BIG!) Love. Your trust in Me is an embrace of Love to Me.
Children of My Sacred Heart, pray the Rosary as My gentle Mother has asked. You cannot be strong and maintain the fortitude necessary for this life without a prayerful Heart.
Man is building the force of his own storm. Children, the force is decided by the extent of your apostasy. One day, the entire World will reject Me, and that is when the storm will reach its pinnacle. You shall know what it is to be without Me (the Eucharist), but do not despair.
When it would seem that the Light of God has been extinguished and My Word banished from this World, a spark of My Light will continue to burn, and then embers will turn to flames, and the Flame of Love, the Holy Spirit shall touch the Hearts of many, and I shall reign.
Children, trust, pray, and be humble. Many difficulties and a chastisement come. Prayer is your tool. Use prayer – constant, devoted prayer – to sharpen the knife of your Love. Do not let your Love for Me grow lax or dull.
Pray, My Children, and lead others to prayer. Know what I accept and do not accept. I have said before that black will become white, and white black. Many of My Belovéd Children will be fooled, and so you must know the Word of God, the Christ Jesus, and all that He has taught. You must know His Word. Pray and know Me. Maintain a close prayerful life. I am with you, Children. I do not promise a life of ease or one free of worry or sorrow.
Know that My Kingdom of Glory awaits the Loving, repentant, and obedient Heart. Be kind to your Brothers. Forgive. Pray for My Belovéd Servants and allow My Loving and Gentle Mother to take your hand and guide you to Me.
Peace, My Belovéds. I give to you My Love and Peace.
Make Haste and Choose!
Sunday, April 13, 2025 2:36 pm – 3:23 pm (47m)
Prepare, My Children! Prepare, for you shall suffer with Me on My Cross of Reparation. Children, you are heirs to My Joyous Kingdom, but the way to the Door of Heaven is difficult to find and navigate if your thoughts are of this World. You cannot have two masters. Thus, choose, the world or your Lord God.
Children, do not be consumed with things that are worldly. You have no need to do this. I give to you all that you need. Trust in Me, for I am your Loving Parent and doting Father. I give My Belovéd Children good gifts.
Children, I predetermined you as My Children of Light. You are meant for Me as I am meant for you. I created each of you with Love and for Love and from Love. Know that you are made in the image of your Lord God and you are precious, inconceivably precious.
Children, be prayerful and reverent. You must pray and fast and cling to My Most Belovéd Mother, for She Loves you as I do and is so intent on mediating for you, on your behalf, before the Father and Her Son. Her Love for you has no bounds. This is why She weeps, for Mankind is ignoring her constant requests for devotions. She has stayed the hand of God by Her Loving Entreaties for you. She comes to you to provide guidance and Light. Some join Her in the quest for holiness, but others, while first in wonder, soon forget and their devotion wanes and grows lukewarm.
Children, do not be lukewarm in your faith and Love for your Lord God and Father. You would not train and train to run only to stop short before you cross the winning line. You do not decide on something important and undo your work at the last hour. You work to endure and see tasks through. Be dogged and faithful to the Lord God and Christ Jesus. A dogged and determined Heart is a joy, and the Angels above watch with great anticipation and joy, the Children who are steadfast and stubborn in their faith and trust in God (amazing happy joy!).
Belovéd Children of My Sacred Heart, you must steep yourselves in prayer, fasting, and the Rosary. These things are crucial, because as the things that are to happen come, they will happen more quickly. You will have little or no time to prepare. Do not wait until the storm is upon you to shutter your windows against the howling winds. Prepare now.
I say to you, even the most devout will have difficulty sustaining themselves, but I shall provide great graces to My Children.
Children, be little, humble, and gentle with one another. Do not kick up the dust on the ground at your feet because you are angry or in doubt. Children, be gentle with yourselves and with others. My Children are meant for Love and Light. I am the Truth and the Light. Believe in Me. Spend time with your Loving Christ Jesus. I long for your attention, Children, and when you sit in grave contemplation of My Loving Sacrifice, you grow closer to Me. Your Heart begins to understand Me and you begin to exude the joy and peace that a Loving relationship with your Lord God gives to you. You feel no angst, and the world’s priorities are not your priorities. My yoke is light, is it not, My Faithful Children.
Yes, My Belovéds, when you are with Me and focus solely on Me and My Love and Mercy, the worldly things fall away from your notice. Your Life is simpler, then, and peace spreads itself throughout your daily Life, and how you benefit so by a quiet and content Heart.
Children, there is joy in the simple and humble. How often are My Children bewildered by the world’s complexities. Children, be simple, obedient servants to your Lord God and know the joy of simplicity of Heart that I give to My Humble Children.
Belovéds, you must focus on prayer. Come to Me always so that I shall have space in your Heart to build My Heavenly Kingdom within you. Prayer is so powerful and important (a big enough word doesn’t exist to describe how important). How can you know your Lord God if you do not engage in His Love? How will I know you if I have never heard your voice in prayer?
Pray, My Children, and pray with the intention of seeking a richer relationship with your Loving Christ Jesus. And when you are close with Christ, so you are close to the Father, and when you enjoin yourself to Christ Jesus, you enjoin yourself to the Father, and Him to you. The blessings you receive when you live in unity within God’s Will are ineffable. My Children would not grasp the depths of My Blessings, they are so BIG, LIMITLESS, JOY!
Make haste, Children. The World will war again, because Man will not accept peace by your sinning nature. There will be war again, and many shall suffer. Suffer with Me, Children of My Sacred Heart. When the storm blows at its hardest, call to Me and share in the suffering on My Cross of Redemption.
Do not be afraid of what this World might hold in store for Man, but trust in your Lord God and Heavenly King. Yes, great tribulations come, but I am beside you always and lift you up even as your homes are torn down by wind and fire.
Children, it happens in the spring and comes from the East and grounds itself on the West for three years. The center of the storm will be in France and Italy and those nations shall disappear to become one nation under one ruler who will rule with fists of iron.
Be aware that this will be only one realm. Others will amalgamate until there are ten and only ten, and each nation crowned by one anti-Christ, and each anti-Christ reporting into or commanded by the Beast who hates Mankind.
Know Me, My Children! Know My Word, the Christ Jesus. Know what I accept and do not accept. I am a merciful Lord and just Judge. You must not compromise with sin nor deny Me for the favor of Man. Gird your belts and make your Hearts steadfast in your Love for Me. You will be tested and tested often. Turn to Me when you are confused, afraid, angry, or lost. Turn to Me in all things great and small. Trust in Me and I give you strength. Trust in Me, and do not place your trust in this world. The World leads Man astray as is seen by the vilification of My Belovéd Servants who are sacrificed on the altar of My Love. They die for My sake and are instantly saints upon death.
Children, I Love each of you with a singular, unique profound focus. I know every line in your fingers and every color in your eyes. I knew you before you were born to this World, and I doted on you then and do so now. Trust in My Love, Children. Do not stray, and be more prayerful than ever.
Profit from My Divine Mercy, My Belovéds. It is a BIG gift I give to My Children and provides even further evidence of My Desire to have each of My Children with Me in Heavenly Paradise. Children, follow Love. Be true to Christ the King of Heaven and Earth. Call upon Him for Mercy and forgiveness, and He shall gather you to His Heart.
Belovéd Children, I give you My Peace today. Peace, My Children. Peace.
Prepare, My Children! Prepare, for you shall suffer with Me on My Cross of Reparation. Children, you are heirs to My Joyous Kingdom, but the way to the Door of Heaven is difficult to find and navigate if your thoughts are of this World. You cannot have two masters. Thus, choose, the world or your Lord God.
Children, do not be consumed with things that are worldly. You have no need to do this. I give to you all that you need. Trust in Me, for I am your Loving Parent and doting Father. I give My Belovéd Children good gifts.
Children, I predetermined you as My Children of Light. You are meant for Me as I am meant for you. I created each of you with Love and for Love and from Love. Know that you are made in the image of your Lord God and you are precious, inconceivably precious.
Children, be prayerful and reverent. You must pray and fast and cling to My Most Belovéd Mother, for She Loves you as I do and is so intent on mediating for you, on your behalf, before the Father and Her Son. Her Love for you has no bounds. This is why She weeps, for Mankind is ignoring her constant requests for devotions. She has stayed the hand of God by Her Loving Entreaties for you. She comes to you to provide guidance and Light. Some join Her in the quest for holiness, but others, while first in wonder, soon forget and their devotion wanes and grows lukewarm.
Children, do not be lukewarm in your faith and Love for your Lord God and Father. You would not train and train to run only to stop short before you cross the winning line. You do not decide on something important and undo your work at the last hour. You work to endure and see tasks through. Be dogged and faithful to the Lord God and Christ Jesus. A dogged and determined Heart is a joy, and the Angels above watch with great anticipation and joy, the Children who are steadfast and stubborn in their faith and trust in God (amazing happy joy!).
Belovéd Children of My Sacred Heart, you must steep yourselves in prayer, fasting, and the Rosary. These things are crucial, because as the things that are to happen come, they will happen more quickly. You will have little or no time to prepare. Do not wait until the storm is upon you to shutter your windows against the howling winds. Prepare now.
I say to you, even the most devout will have difficulty sustaining themselves, but I shall provide great graces to My Children.
Children, be little, humble, and gentle with one another. Do not kick up the dust on the ground at your feet because you are angry or in doubt. Children, be gentle with yourselves and with others. My Children are meant for Love and Light. I am the Truth and the Light. Believe in Me. Spend time with your Loving Christ Jesus. I long for your attention, Children, and when you sit in grave contemplation of My Loving Sacrifice, you grow closer to Me. Your Heart begins to understand Me and you begin to exude the joy and peace that a Loving relationship with your Lord God gives to you. You feel no angst, and the world’s priorities are not your priorities. My yoke is light, is it not, My Faithful Children.
Yes, My Belovéds, when you are with Me and focus solely on Me and My Love and Mercy, the worldly things fall away from your notice. Your Life is simpler, then, and peace spreads itself throughout your daily Life, and how you benefit so by a quiet and content Heart.
Children, there is joy in the simple and humble. How often are My Children bewildered by the world’s complexities. Children, be simple, obedient servants to your Lord God and know the joy of simplicity of Heart that I give to My Humble Children.
Belovéds, you must focus on prayer. Come to Me always so that I shall have space in your Heart to build My Heavenly Kingdom within you. Prayer is so powerful and important (a big enough word doesn’t exist to describe how important). How can you know your Lord God if you do not engage in His Love? How will I know you if I have never heard your voice in prayer?
Pray, My Children, and pray with the intention of seeking a richer relationship with your Loving Christ Jesus. And when you are close with Christ, so you are close to the Father, and when you enjoin yourself to Christ Jesus, you enjoin yourself to the Father, and Him to you. The blessings you receive when you live in unity within God’s Will are ineffable. My Children would not grasp the depths of My Blessings, they are so BIG, LIMITLESS, JOY!
Make haste, Children. The World will war again, because Man will not accept peace by your sinning nature. There will be war again, and many shall suffer. Suffer with Me, Children of My Sacred Heart. When the storm blows at its hardest, call to Me and share in the suffering on My Cross of Redemption.
Do not be afraid of what this World might hold in store for Man, but trust in your Lord God and Heavenly King. Yes, great tribulations come, but I am beside you always and lift you up even as your homes are torn down by wind and fire.
Children, it happens in the spring and comes from the East and grounds itself on the West for three years. The center of the storm will be in France and Italy and those nations shall disappear to become one nation under one ruler who will rule with fists of iron.
Be aware that this will be only one realm. Others will amalgamate until there are ten and only ten, and each nation crowned by one anti-Christ, and each anti-Christ reporting into or commanded by the Beast who hates Mankind.
Know Me, My Children! Know My Word, the Christ Jesus. Know what I accept and do not accept. I am a merciful Lord and just Judge. You must not compromise with sin nor deny Me for the favor of Man. Gird your belts and make your Hearts steadfast in your Love for Me. You will be tested and tested often. Turn to Me when you are confused, afraid, angry, or lost. Turn to Me in all things great and small. Trust in Me and I give you strength. Trust in Me, and do not place your trust in this world. The World leads Man astray as is seen by the vilification of My Belovéd Servants who are sacrificed on the altar of My Love. They die for My sake and are instantly saints upon death.
Children, I Love each of you with a singular, unique profound focus. I know every line in your fingers and every color in your eyes. I knew you before you were born to this World, and I doted on you then and do so now. Trust in My Love, Children. Do not stray, and be more prayerful than ever.
Profit from My Divine Mercy, My Belovéds. It is a BIG gift I give to My Children and provides even further evidence of My Desire to have each of My Children with Me in Heavenly Paradise. Children, follow Love. Be true to Christ the King of Heaven and Earth. Call upon Him for Mercy and forgiveness, and He shall gather you to His Heart.
Belovéd Children, I give you My Peace today. Peace, My Children. Peace.
Be Simple Trusting Creatures
Saturday, April 5, 2025 A Message from God 3:27 pm – 3:50 (Just before Mass)
Belovéd Children of My Sacred Heart, I am overjoyed by your attention to My Belovéd Son, the Lord Christ. Bring all Souls to Me, My Belovéds. It is the greatest good you can do for Me.
Belovéds, you do not have long to wait. Yes, the world grows more chaotic with every wind that blows and every storm that brews around the skies and seas. Children of My Light, pray. Do not become lax in your prayers. Prayers are powerful, and I hear your every one. I listen to you with great attention and interest, for you are My Belovéd Creatures, and I find such joy in you.
Belovéd Children, I am appalled and saddened by this World of darknesses, but I am a Merciful Father and Doting Parent. My only Desire is to have My Belovéd Children with Me for all Eternity. I have made you with Love and for Love and from Love (this is very profound). My Belovéd Creatures were made to live in the Light of My Glory and to bask in My Infinite Goodness.
Children, you fell and I sent My Belovéd Son, the Christ Jesus, to redeem you to Myself. Do not take this Gift so lightly. Salvation is not a gift you can give to yourselves. I am the dispenser of forgiveness and I long to unite My children under he Paternity of My Love.
Children, do not disbelieve in Hell or Heaven, for both exist, and where one is sublime with the Light of God and the Presence of the One True Christ, the other is empty, foul, dark, and woeful. Hell is the greatest infinitely, and I am not with those Souls who have fallen, nor can they ever be redeemed. Heaven and the Face of God is forever out of their grasp. Woeful and bedeviled Souls that are lost… I weep. The angels sigh to see the World so dark, so steeped in death and all that is contrary to the system of nature I created for you.
Children, you must be obedient to your Loving Parent. All that I ask of you is Love. Love does not demand but hopes. Love believes in their Belovéd. Love trusts. Love is not disturbing or worrisome. When My Children move away from My Love, your spirits become agitated by distance. Your Souls grow weary and inconsolable. Your breath becomes weak and your desires empty and unfamiliar. When I draw you Close to My Sacred Heart and you embrace My Love, your Soul is fulfilled. You are made whole by My Love. You are no longer lost. The world no longer torments or confuses you. You are safely ensconced within the Loving Hands of your Lord God and Creator.
Notice how, when the World pulls you away from Me, you grow bitter, angry, tired, sorrowful, and joyless. Your breaths are shallow and your heartbeat faint. You grow weak spiritually and interiorly. Children, it is urgent and crucial that you do not stray from Me. I say this with all the Love within Me. Stay close to My Heart, and do not stray.
You are not strong enough to endure the onslaught of evil that will fool many of the righteous. Many, many of My Righteous and Prayerful Children are filled with pride and self-importance, so they are blind. Even with their devotion to Me, they are blind.
Children, you must be simple, humble, trusting Creatures of Mine. The spiritual war that takes place for your Sacred Souls is too BIG for you to comprehend without constant prayer, fasting, and knowledge. Do not pretend at strength. In and of yourself, you are weak. I give you strength. You have no knowledge, but I give to you discernment and understanding. You cannot know lies if I do not show you truths.
Children, be humble and trusting. Love Me and focus the whole of your being on Me and Me alone. Do not worry about how you will eat or where you will sleep or the gold you have saved.
I am the Lord God, and you shall have no others above Me. When you treasure the worldly above Me, woe to you. You are held accountable for this, and what will you say when asked why gold ranked higher than God in your life?
Children, be prayerful and know that I am ever with you. Peace, My Children. Peace.
Belovéd Children of My Sacred Heart, I am overjoyed by your attention to My Belovéd Son, the Lord Christ. Bring all Souls to Me, My Belovéds. It is the greatest good you can do for Me.
Belovéds, you do not have long to wait. Yes, the world grows more chaotic with every wind that blows and every storm that brews around the skies and seas. Children of My Light, pray. Do not become lax in your prayers. Prayers are powerful, and I hear your every one. I listen to you with great attention and interest, for you are My Belovéd Creatures, and I find such joy in you.
Belovéd Children, I am appalled and saddened by this World of darknesses, but I am a Merciful Father and Doting Parent. My only Desire is to have My Belovéd Children with Me for all Eternity. I have made you with Love and for Love and from Love (this is very profound). My Belovéd Creatures were made to live in the Light of My Glory and to bask in My Infinite Goodness.
Children, you fell and I sent My Belovéd Son, the Christ Jesus, to redeem you to Myself. Do not take this Gift so lightly. Salvation is not a gift you can give to yourselves. I am the dispenser of forgiveness and I long to unite My children under he Paternity of My Love.
Children, do not disbelieve in Hell or Heaven, for both exist, and where one is sublime with the Light of God and the Presence of the One True Christ, the other is empty, foul, dark, and woeful. Hell is the greatest infinitely, and I am not with those Souls who have fallen, nor can they ever be redeemed. Heaven and the Face of God is forever out of their grasp. Woeful and bedeviled Souls that are lost… I weep. The angels sigh to see the World so dark, so steeped in death and all that is contrary to the system of nature I created for you.
Children, you must be obedient to your Loving Parent. All that I ask of you is Love. Love does not demand but hopes. Love believes in their Belovéd. Love trusts. Love is not disturbing or worrisome. When My Children move away from My Love, your spirits become agitated by distance. Your Souls grow weary and inconsolable. Your breath becomes weak and your desires empty and unfamiliar. When I draw you Close to My Sacred Heart and you embrace My Love, your Soul is fulfilled. You are made whole by My Love. You are no longer lost. The world no longer torments or confuses you. You are safely ensconced within the Loving Hands of your Lord God and Creator.
Notice how, when the World pulls you away from Me, you grow bitter, angry, tired, sorrowful, and joyless. Your breaths are shallow and your heartbeat faint. You grow weak spiritually and interiorly. Children, it is urgent and crucial that you do not stray from Me. I say this with all the Love within Me. Stay close to My Heart, and do not stray.
You are not strong enough to endure the onslaught of evil that will fool many of the righteous. Many, many of My Righteous and Prayerful Children are filled with pride and self-importance, so they are blind. Even with their devotion to Me, they are blind.
Children, you must be simple, humble, trusting Creatures of Mine. The spiritual war that takes place for your Sacred Souls is too BIG for you to comprehend without constant prayer, fasting, and knowledge. Do not pretend at strength. In and of yourself, you are weak. I give you strength. You have no knowledge, but I give to you discernment and understanding. You cannot know lies if I do not show you truths.
Children, be humble and trusting. Love Me and focus the whole of your being on Me and Me alone. Do not worry about how you will eat or where you will sleep or the gold you have saved.
I am the Lord God, and you shall have no others above Me. When you treasure the worldly above Me, woe to you. You are held accountable for this, and what will you say when asked why gold ranked higher than God in your life?
Children, be prayerful and know that I am ever with you. Peace, My Children. Peace.
My Meanderings I Share with Him and with You
Jupiter
January 19, 2025 7:58 pm
Again, just my meanderings that you have likely also had, and so I share them. They are prayers meant to show you how all things are important to Him. Deeply, wonderfully important to God.
I think to myself, what must He endure? What must He feel? I am worrying about my little puppy tonight. She is not herself. She was sick earlier but acted as if everything was okay. Now, as we are on the bed getting ready to sleep, she seems less cheerful, less playful than usual. Even her older sister is more tolerant. When the little one steals the bone, I feel so much better. She is back to normal and okay.
I can’t imagine how much God worries over us. My stomach drops at the thought of one of my silly dogs being sick. My heart howled when my first dog died in my arms. And these are animals, not made in the image of God, but for us. For our simple joy.
Is God trying to teach us something through animals? That there is instinct to motherhood? That we are wired to love? That death wounds us. I once read about a test on mother rabbits. They expressed distress when one of their children died…even from a distance. I am not sure of its validity, but I do believe that parents know when their children are in distress. When their children are happy or sad or sick or angry or afraid.
And because we are created, by God’s design, with absolute love, and inexplicable blessings, in His Image, does He not feel all of these things that parents feel, and then, to what extent?
Billions upon billions of children that He oversees…caring and loving over and worrying and hoping and longing for…to feel such love and then such fear for His Beloved Creations.
How much worry and grief do we give to our Lord God and Father? Perhaps that is why all paintings of God show Him as an image with very grey hair. The worry and the love….
Once, as I thought about all the sin and horror and insults we hurl to the Heavens at our Lord God, I hoped that I might protect Him. That I might serve as a shield against the angst and pain we cause Him. I wanted so badly to protect Him from us. He Loved that I wanted that but told me ever so gently that I was too small.
Too small…I did not accept this at the time, perhaps from pride but more likely from Love, because I thought my Love would be enough. And He Loved this. That I, in all my smallness, believed that my love could protect my beautiful Creator.
I wish I could. I wish I could protect Him from my lukewarm faith. I wish, more so, that I understood what He meant by lukewarm faith. How far might I drift before I made Him too forlorn...but I hope my smallness is enough.
He is ever on my mind. When I wake up, He is on my mind. I say hello or thank You for waking me up in time to make it to work. I wake up grouchy but see my silly dogs’ faces and thank Him. I wake up and feel my husband kissing my cheek as he goes to work. I wake up and know that He blesses me.
During the day, when I am frustrated or angry or even laughing with others, I think of Him and feel awe at the people, the many different lovely people He has put into my life. My colleagues are all different from me but still kindred. I see the beauty in one’s laughter. I hear the rapid-fire words of another, a jokester who is facing difficulties in his life but still smiles, and I pray for him. I see Him in the twinkle of my boss’s eyes and in the heart of my sidekick manager and friend.
I am blessed.
When I am on my long commute home in the evening when the traffic is thick and my eyes are weak, I thank Him for that traffic. If I had to drive faster at night, there might be problems. He looks after me.
I thank Him for all the minute silliness and frustrations and roadblocks and sweet foods and interesting people I speak to. I thank Him.
In the evenings before I fall asleep, I pray. I talk to Him. I try to do my “formal” prayers first – the Our Father, a Hail Mary, my Angel’s prayer, an Act of Contrition, and a special Spanish prayer I learned when I was three. It starts with, “Sweet Mother, watch over me and never leave me….”
After I have said these formal prayers, and I have always done this since I was a very small child, I feel free to talk to Him about anything and everything.
I ask God first to bless everyone. I ask Him to look after this person or that person. I ask Him to bless the team I love who plays the next day. I ask Him to look after my sick dog or for forgiveness because I fought with my sister. I ask Him for patience, because I don’t understand why someone is frustrated with me. Then, I tell Him what made me laugh that day. It may have been seeing a bird argue with its mate. It may be the silly thought I had. It may be someone I heard say something absolutely fantastic. It may be a joke I played with my nephew who has my corny, literal sense of humor. It may be because I got words messed up as I spoke or a cartoon that tickled me. He listens and laughs with me and gets as much of a kick out of these things as I do. What’s more is He Loves that I share these things. He loves that He has created these encounters for me that make me so happy and ridiculous.
God…what a parent.
What a tremendous, loving, amazing parent. I used to want to die, not for any good reason but because of terrible sadness and hopelessness and a terrible lack of self-worth. I did not know, nor did I understand to the very core of my being that I am a child of God – someone absolutely special, precious, unique, irreplaceable, important – absolutely VASTLY important – and beautiful to Him. Him. He that is everything and needs nothing in His totality.
God needs no worship from us. He is so big as to be untouched by our worship. God needs none of us, but He created us, as He has said so many times, from Love and with Love and for Love. His very Will for us is Love. His yoke is so very light.
Why is it that we fight so hard against instant, constant, perfect, unconditional love? Are we crazy? Are we warped or so lost in the values of this world that we could possibly lose sight of Love or disdain it so readily? What can we possibly be thinking?
Is it that atheists worship themselves? Is it that they fear the unknown? Are they so pessimistic as to believe that there is nothing greater than this world? That they see no wonder or miracle in the world around them – within the symmetry of the planets or in the petals of flowers, the manes of animals or in the workings of our inner bodies where cells and mitochondria and organelles exist to maintain our lives? Are those intricacies an accident? Are the similarities within symmetry so common that the very perfection we see impossible but for some higher entity blessing us with these perfectly made things?
Atheists, I say to you, are you so pessimistic and unaffected by beauty? Do not fabulous sunsets or thunderous storms not make you wonder why? Why? Why are we here? Why do we see? Why can we hear? What three bones were created in our ears that allow us to hear? Why are they related to our balance? Why are our toes perfect for walking? Why do the pupils in our eyes act like cameras but more precise in seeing beauty, light, action, movement, life?!
We are so small. Even as a child I recognized this, but I gloried in it. I gloried in my smallness because it meant that life would be filled with wonder and curiosities and beauty…and God.
Our conversations are easy…well, usually. Sometimes I share my fears…failing a test, getting in trouble with my father for doing something wrong. Because I’ve crossed a line that may make forgiveness of a friend or loved one near impossible. Most of us have worried about all of these things, especially, I think, the latter. Loving others, other people, makes us so vulnerable to hurt and pain. Losing a child, losing a spouse, losing a parent or friend…these things are sometimes so unbearable.
To endure these heartaches…it is so hard to depend on the care and comfort and wisdom of this world to help us survive devastations. But our Creator can. That is why we turn to Him. That is why atheists suffer so much longer. Philosophy can provide platitudes and understanding of sorts, but it cannot give us comfort, because it does not give us a parent to run to.
So, my prayers start with the ones that are formal, and then I lapse into the human prayers. Thank you. I love you. Please help so and so. Please bless my this, that, or other. Please keep us together. Please help them get well. Please let them win. Please don’t let him or her die. Please help me pass this test. Please let her say yes. Please keep them safe. Please, please, please.
Then, there are the prayers that ask for nothing, because I am so happy and content and filled with Love because I know Him. Because He has given me a gift far bigger, far more exquisite and extravagant and rich and amazing…knowledge of Him.
He has given me the true understanding of His Presence and blessings. He has given me full understanding of the BIGNESS and AMAZING HUGE BLESSINGS of the EUCHARIST! And my heart can do nothing but swell. My cup runneth over.
And I pity those who do not know Him. With all of my heart, because they do not (yet) know that His yoke is more than light. It is absolute JOY. It is absolute relief. It is an exemption from the heaviness of sorrow and pain and wanting. We are not immune to these things, to tragedies, but God lightens our burden. He gives us strength and comfort and ultimately peace.
I think often that when we are in pain, when we desperately hurt, we are in good company, because how much suffering did our Father and His Beloved Son endure when God became Man. He brought Himself down, very, very far down from His Godliness and became Man. Not so that He could experience what it is to be man but to show us what it is to be godly in God’s eyes. God, Jesus, forgave. He was loving and forgiving and filled with laughter and giving. He was also just and could be indignant. He discerned and helped men to understand right from wrong, mercy from judgement, love rather than hatred, beauty, brotherhood, wonder, understanding of what our Father put on this small earth that is our world for us to use for medicine, nutrition, sweets, salts, sustenance, manna.
He has shown His power in calming storms or raising them; in shooting stars and the amazing rings of Saturn. He has demonstrated His power in the warmth of the sun and the earth’s proximity to it – all perfection for life and His creatures.
Every thing God has created has perfect symmetry with life. Indeed, every thing He has created has been in perfect symmetry with every other thing. The rings of trees, the armadillo’s rings, the stripes of raccoons, the details of a flower, the work of honeybees, the splitting of cells, the synapses of our minds, the taste and feel of water, the curiosity of children, the ability of the deaf and blind to compensate for their senses, for the revolution of the planets and moons, for the minds of scientists, for the genius of musicians, for the beatific, solemn, and simple of heart, for those who cook daily meals or teach or fix. Aren’t we all wondrous creatures of a great and glorious and Loving Lord?
And so, these are things I discuss with Him and say to Him and wonder with Him. I have asked Him why He created jellyfish and mosquitos. I have asked Him what made Him paint skunks and zebras and orcas and Dalmatians black and white and why pumas are simply black and why polar bears are white. I have asked Him why kangaroos have pouches and why dolphins smile.
I have asked Him how someone made a Stratovarius violin so amazing and why He chooses certain people to be prodigies. I have thanked Him for autistic children and silly children and stoic children and smart children and for every child in this world. I have thanked Him for loving such wondrous variety in every person and animal and plant and thing that He has created, and all for us.
I have thanked Him and asked Him about the three bones of our ears. I have thanked Him often for those bones. They seem so curious and unlikely to me.
I thank Him for my insightful and loving friends who have taught me to Love Him even more. I have thanked Him for His Words and teachings and guidance and absolutely for His Love and Forgiveness. I have thanked Him for showing me what hell can be and why we should absolutely want not to go there. I have thanked Him for blessing me so deeply and have asked for His forgiveness for worrying that He might take all these blessings away because I can't possibly deserve them. I ask Him to keep me from falling into the ways of this world that take me off His Righteous path or that lead me to forget that Heaven is the goal, and His Love is the key.
Oh Jesus. I say your name, and my heart says thank you, forgive me and I love you. I am a small person…a little person, and yet you have noticed me. Thank you, and I love you.
9:09 pm
Again, just my meanderings that you have likely also had, and so I share them. They are prayers meant to show you how all things are important to Him. Deeply, wonderfully important to God.
I think to myself, what must He endure? What must He feel? I am worrying about my little puppy tonight. She is not herself. She was sick earlier but acted as if everything was okay. Now, as we are on the bed getting ready to sleep, she seems less cheerful, less playful than usual. Even her older sister is more tolerant. When the little one steals the bone, I feel so much better. She is back to normal and okay.
I can’t imagine how much God worries over us. My stomach drops at the thought of one of my silly dogs being sick. My heart howled when my first dog died in my arms. And these are animals, not made in the image of God, but for us. For our simple joy.
Is God trying to teach us something through animals? That there is instinct to motherhood? That we are wired to love? That death wounds us. I once read about a test on mother rabbits. They expressed distress when one of their children died…even from a distance. I am not sure of its validity, but I do believe that parents know when their children are in distress. When their children are happy or sad or sick or angry or afraid.
And because we are created, by God’s design, with absolute love, and inexplicable blessings, in His Image, does He not feel all of these things that parents feel, and then, to what extent?
Billions upon billions of children that He oversees…caring and loving over and worrying and hoping and longing for…to feel such love and then such fear for His Beloved Creations.
How much worry and grief do we give to our Lord God and Father? Perhaps that is why all paintings of God show Him as an image with very grey hair. The worry and the love….
Once, as I thought about all the sin and horror and insults we hurl to the Heavens at our Lord God, I hoped that I might protect Him. That I might serve as a shield against the angst and pain we cause Him. I wanted so badly to protect Him from us. He Loved that I wanted that but told me ever so gently that I was too small.
Too small…I did not accept this at the time, perhaps from pride but more likely from Love, because I thought my Love would be enough. And He Loved this. That I, in all my smallness, believed that my love could protect my beautiful Creator.
I wish I could. I wish I could protect Him from my lukewarm faith. I wish, more so, that I understood what He meant by lukewarm faith. How far might I drift before I made Him too forlorn...but I hope my smallness is enough.
He is ever on my mind. When I wake up, He is on my mind. I say hello or thank You for waking me up in time to make it to work. I wake up grouchy but see my silly dogs’ faces and thank Him. I wake up and feel my husband kissing my cheek as he goes to work. I wake up and know that He blesses me.
During the day, when I am frustrated or angry or even laughing with others, I think of Him and feel awe at the people, the many different lovely people He has put into my life. My colleagues are all different from me but still kindred. I see the beauty in one’s laughter. I hear the rapid-fire words of another, a jokester who is facing difficulties in his life but still smiles, and I pray for him. I see Him in the twinkle of my boss’s eyes and in the heart of my sidekick manager and friend.
I am blessed.
When I am on my long commute home in the evening when the traffic is thick and my eyes are weak, I thank Him for that traffic. If I had to drive faster at night, there might be problems. He looks after me.
I thank Him for all the minute silliness and frustrations and roadblocks and sweet foods and interesting people I speak to. I thank Him.
In the evenings before I fall asleep, I pray. I talk to Him. I try to do my “formal” prayers first – the Our Father, a Hail Mary, my Angel’s prayer, an Act of Contrition, and a special Spanish prayer I learned when I was three. It starts with, “Sweet Mother, watch over me and never leave me….”
After I have said these formal prayers, and I have always done this since I was a very small child, I feel free to talk to Him about anything and everything.
I ask God first to bless everyone. I ask Him to look after this person or that person. I ask Him to bless the team I love who plays the next day. I ask Him to look after my sick dog or for forgiveness because I fought with my sister. I ask Him for patience, because I don’t understand why someone is frustrated with me. Then, I tell Him what made me laugh that day. It may have been seeing a bird argue with its mate. It may be the silly thought I had. It may be someone I heard say something absolutely fantastic. It may be a joke I played with my nephew who has my corny, literal sense of humor. It may be because I got words messed up as I spoke or a cartoon that tickled me. He listens and laughs with me and gets as much of a kick out of these things as I do. What’s more is He Loves that I share these things. He loves that He has created these encounters for me that make me so happy and ridiculous.
God…what a parent.
What a tremendous, loving, amazing parent. I used to want to die, not for any good reason but because of terrible sadness and hopelessness and a terrible lack of self-worth. I did not know, nor did I understand to the very core of my being that I am a child of God – someone absolutely special, precious, unique, irreplaceable, important – absolutely VASTLY important – and beautiful to Him. Him. He that is everything and needs nothing in His totality.
God needs no worship from us. He is so big as to be untouched by our worship. God needs none of us, but He created us, as He has said so many times, from Love and with Love and for Love. His very Will for us is Love. His yoke is so very light.
Why is it that we fight so hard against instant, constant, perfect, unconditional love? Are we crazy? Are we warped or so lost in the values of this world that we could possibly lose sight of Love or disdain it so readily? What can we possibly be thinking?
Is it that atheists worship themselves? Is it that they fear the unknown? Are they so pessimistic as to believe that there is nothing greater than this world? That they see no wonder or miracle in the world around them – within the symmetry of the planets or in the petals of flowers, the manes of animals or in the workings of our inner bodies where cells and mitochondria and organelles exist to maintain our lives? Are those intricacies an accident? Are the similarities within symmetry so common that the very perfection we see impossible but for some higher entity blessing us with these perfectly made things?
Atheists, I say to you, are you so pessimistic and unaffected by beauty? Do not fabulous sunsets or thunderous storms not make you wonder why? Why? Why are we here? Why do we see? Why can we hear? What three bones were created in our ears that allow us to hear? Why are they related to our balance? Why are our toes perfect for walking? Why do the pupils in our eyes act like cameras but more precise in seeing beauty, light, action, movement, life?!
We are so small. Even as a child I recognized this, but I gloried in it. I gloried in my smallness because it meant that life would be filled with wonder and curiosities and beauty…and God.
Our conversations are easy…well, usually. Sometimes I share my fears…failing a test, getting in trouble with my father for doing something wrong. Because I’ve crossed a line that may make forgiveness of a friend or loved one near impossible. Most of us have worried about all of these things, especially, I think, the latter. Loving others, other people, makes us so vulnerable to hurt and pain. Losing a child, losing a spouse, losing a parent or friend…these things are sometimes so unbearable.
To endure these heartaches…it is so hard to depend on the care and comfort and wisdom of this world to help us survive devastations. But our Creator can. That is why we turn to Him. That is why atheists suffer so much longer. Philosophy can provide platitudes and understanding of sorts, but it cannot give us comfort, because it does not give us a parent to run to.
So, my prayers start with the ones that are formal, and then I lapse into the human prayers. Thank you. I love you. Please help so and so. Please bless my this, that, or other. Please keep us together. Please help them get well. Please let them win. Please don’t let him or her die. Please help me pass this test. Please let her say yes. Please keep them safe. Please, please, please.
Then, there are the prayers that ask for nothing, because I am so happy and content and filled with Love because I know Him. Because He has given me a gift far bigger, far more exquisite and extravagant and rich and amazing…knowledge of Him.
He has given me the true understanding of His Presence and blessings. He has given me full understanding of the BIGNESS and AMAZING HUGE BLESSINGS of the EUCHARIST! And my heart can do nothing but swell. My cup runneth over.
And I pity those who do not know Him. With all of my heart, because they do not (yet) know that His yoke is more than light. It is absolute JOY. It is absolute relief. It is an exemption from the heaviness of sorrow and pain and wanting. We are not immune to these things, to tragedies, but God lightens our burden. He gives us strength and comfort and ultimately peace.
I think often that when we are in pain, when we desperately hurt, we are in good company, because how much suffering did our Father and His Beloved Son endure when God became Man. He brought Himself down, very, very far down from His Godliness and became Man. Not so that He could experience what it is to be man but to show us what it is to be godly in God’s eyes. God, Jesus, forgave. He was loving and forgiving and filled with laughter and giving. He was also just and could be indignant. He discerned and helped men to understand right from wrong, mercy from judgement, love rather than hatred, beauty, brotherhood, wonder, understanding of what our Father put on this small earth that is our world for us to use for medicine, nutrition, sweets, salts, sustenance, manna.
He has shown His power in calming storms or raising them; in shooting stars and the amazing rings of Saturn. He has demonstrated His power in the warmth of the sun and the earth’s proximity to it – all perfection for life and His creatures.
Every thing God has created has perfect symmetry with life. Indeed, every thing He has created has been in perfect symmetry with every other thing. The rings of trees, the armadillo’s rings, the stripes of raccoons, the details of a flower, the work of honeybees, the splitting of cells, the synapses of our minds, the taste and feel of water, the curiosity of children, the ability of the deaf and blind to compensate for their senses, for the revolution of the planets and moons, for the minds of scientists, for the genius of musicians, for the beatific, solemn, and simple of heart, for those who cook daily meals or teach or fix. Aren’t we all wondrous creatures of a great and glorious and Loving Lord?
And so, these are things I discuss with Him and say to Him and wonder with Him. I have asked Him why He created jellyfish and mosquitos. I have asked Him what made Him paint skunks and zebras and orcas and Dalmatians black and white and why pumas are simply black and why polar bears are white. I have asked Him why kangaroos have pouches and why dolphins smile.
I have asked Him how someone made a Stratovarius violin so amazing and why He chooses certain people to be prodigies. I have thanked Him for autistic children and silly children and stoic children and smart children and for every child in this world. I have thanked Him for loving such wondrous variety in every person and animal and plant and thing that He has created, and all for us.
I have thanked Him and asked Him about the three bones of our ears. I have thanked Him often for those bones. They seem so curious and unlikely to me.
I thank Him for my insightful and loving friends who have taught me to Love Him even more. I have thanked Him for His Words and teachings and guidance and absolutely for His Love and Forgiveness. I have thanked Him for showing me what hell can be and why we should absolutely want not to go there. I have thanked Him for blessing me so deeply and have asked for His forgiveness for worrying that He might take all these blessings away because I can't possibly deserve them. I ask Him to keep me from falling into the ways of this world that take me off His Righteous path or that lead me to forget that Heaven is the goal, and His Love is the key.
Oh Jesus. I say your name, and my heart says thank you, forgive me and I love you. I am a small person…a little person, and yet you have noticed me. Thank you, and I love you.
9:09 pm
Children, I Give You Great Gifts of the Spirit
Perhaps 9:45 pm.
My meandering thoughts that I decided to write down - I thought maybe the beginnings of a short book...
Would He have us suffer? His beloved children for whom He seeks so many blessings and gifts? He who has saved us from everlasting darkness. He allows us to suffer? But why? Why must we endure pain and heartbreak and hardship and losses? Why?
He has not said that following Him would be easy. He did not promise this to His Faithful Apostles nor to His Disciples (for there were many). No, He did not promise ease and welcome and understanding. In His painful example, He showed us what might be for us in our Love for Him. He never promised loving our Lord God would be easy, and it is not, is it?
We suffer agonies – illnesses, the death of loved ones, especially our children, setbacks like the loss of our homes, the loss of friendships, the loss of investments, the loss of jobs…well, even the loss of our pets, which can hurt so desperately. We are not immune to these things, and it is unfair to blame our Beloved Jesus.
Why?
Because did He not suffer so much more and for our Love? He offers us the choice. We can follow Him, or we can follow the ways of the world, and isn’t the latter easier? We do not have to fight with spouses who disagree with our faithfulness. It is easier for us to hide, because others say we are holy rollers, and we should be ashamed – let us laugh it off. We do not face the threat of the sword by the unfaithful…because we hide our Love for Christ. We are not ashamed…in most cases…but we are afraid of what the world might say to us or about us or do to us. We are not ashamed but desperately afraid.
God has told us that His yoke is light. It is true, because the knowledge of His Love – the absolute understanding of it – because He has graced us with that knowledge, is ineffable and strong and comforting. It makes us lions in the face of challenges. He makes us fearless in His Love.
And we must trust this. We must trust in Him, that no matter what we must face, He is there and will give us strength. He is there, and He asks us to join Him in His suffering upon the Cross.
What an unpopular and unbelievable request! Join Me on the Cross of My Great Suffering!
Who wants to suffer pain, agonies, hurt, insults, abandonment, fear, evil temptations, and death? Not I, for sure. I am so weak and fear every pain that might be hurled at me or at my loved ones. How can I possibly endure the pain of loss or the hugeness of fear?
Well, we cannot. But Jesus can encompass our Hearts and give us the strength we lack. I have always considered, not just Jesus’ sacrifice, but also the horror and dismay of our Beloved Father who must have wept at seeing His Beatific Son so degraded by Man, His very creatures. For He so loved man that He gave His only Begotten Son that we may be saved.
What a parent! What Love! What sacrifice! Could any of us give up our children to save the people around us? Could any of us give up those we love to save others who may not appreciate what we have done?
No.
It is the very rare person who can do this – if anyone. Except for our God who Loves us that much. He endured the pain of seeing His Beloved Son reduced, and yet, in His infinite wisdom, knowledge, and omnipresence, He did so.
So how can we be upset when we are asked to share the Cross of His Beloved Son. Can’t we see this as a blessing? A difficult thought and feeling to be sure. I think about especially the parents who have lost a child – at any age. The hollowness is ineffable. I say that with a complete lack of experience. I have never had children, but I have been made, by the Will of God, to feel the agony experienced by parents.
I have felt God’s dismay and His desire for us. I wish I could enclose parents in this love and trust and understanding. I cannot, but God can. He will do so for even those who lack His guidance, for those who do not know Him, and for those who are angry with Him. Especially those who are angry.
The hurt is too great…so great. Your child gone…but remember, our Lord God also lost His Child. He witnessed His suffering. We are made in His image, and so, is it so difficult to believe that the torturing of His Son as a human entity, as the Divine Person, could not make Him hurt and weep and feel the pain of His Son’s degradation?
I do not think so, nor do I believe that we are above or exempt from suffering if our Lord, Jesus Christ was not exempt Himself.
How arrogant are we. How spoiled and loved and small. Yet, God loves us beyond our understanding. If we trust in Christ, life becomes easier and perhaps more tolerable. We feel the aches and pains of loss. We are not immune to the tribulations of life. But aren’t we in great company?
Who are we who are so much lesser than our Lord, Jesus Christ to complain or wonder or doubt? Surely, we must cry. Surely, we must express our angst and grief and disbelief and questions. It is natural to do to so and right. Rail against God for your pain! Express it! Let Him understand with all of your heart what has happened to your heart. And accept His comfort and Love.
How much easier will your grief become? It will exist, but it will not crush you or your life. You will feel joy again, and your memories will be bolstered by love.
Trust in Christ. He craves our love and rejoices when we turn to Him in our angst and in our joys. He is our Loving Parent. Believe in that.
And regarding the difficulties placed before us by the world and all the lies meant to mislead us away from our Savior, Christ Jesus, you must pray.
(He has laid His Hand upon my Heart, and this is the message He has sent us in His Mercy…)
You must know the Word. You must know what God accepts and does not accept. Do not flounder, and do not fear.
Have I not shown you the strength of your prayers? Have I not expressed the power of My Love?
Have I not expressed the wonders you may do in the name of the Father who finds you so sweet and covers you with His Most Tender Love?
Children of My Heart, do not become distressed. Do not think that I leave you to endure the worst by yourselves. I am always with you, and I give you strength to endure whatever places itself before you. I give to you discernment. I give to you strength. I give to you My Love which provides all that you need.
Believe in Me. Believe in My Love. Trust in Me and trust in My Love. I do not abandon My Children but raise you up. I do not create chaos and doubt for you. I lift you up. I do not wish pain upon you, nor do I increase its strength. I give you strength, and I lessen your pains. Trust in Me.
Trust in Me and Me alone. Do not trust the words of Man, for they are transient. Look to the Shepards who are true to My Word. Read the Bible and pray the Rosary and you will be guided by the Holy Spirit, the Love of My Beloved Mother, and by My Endearing Love.
Oh, Children of My Heart, the fire within My Heart burns for you. I am your Savior, and I long for your love. How I thirst for your presence in My Home. I pour blessings – ineffable blessings – upon you when you reconcile yourself and partake of My Love. The Host of Love is a Holy blessing. It is My Sacrifice for your love and a covenant that those who Love Me and believe in Me and who follow Me shall not be doomed to hell.
Children, My yoke is light. Is Love so heavy as to weigh you down? When has Love ever been a burden? When has Love brought you unhappiness or pain? My yoke is light, and My Love lightens your spirit beyond all worldly things or what you perceive to be treasure.
Those who are wealthy, share your wealth. Those who are kindly, be kindly to strangers. Those who can speak to opposing enemies, bring peace. Those who can discern, teach.
Children, I give you great gifts of the Spirit. Listen and be still. Trust that My Love is so strong that each of you are precious, special, unique, needed, and created for Heaven.
My Love for you will do all things. My Love will change the course of waters and bring mountains down to rubble. Trust in Me, and I will open all doors according to My Will.
Trust and live in unity with My Will. It is My Will for you that you understand the beauty and endless joy of what I want for you. I give to My Children good gifts. I do not fail you, nor do I betray you. I am ever with My Children, and I guide you with the Holy Spirit when you are prayerful. I am with you, longing for your Love and notice. One word from you, one acknowledgement of My Gifts, fills Me with ecstasy. How I Love you, My Beloveds.
Trust in Me. Trust in Me. Pray the Rosary according to My Beloved Mother’s request. You know not how powerful one simple prayer from you is – an acknowledgement of the beauty I created for you; a thanks for another day; the sharing of your day-to-day life….it is all beautiful and important and interesting to Me. Do not think that your prayers must be formal and rote. No, I crave your interactions. I crave your notice. I crave you and your Love.
Children of My Burning Heart, prepare. I do not want you to fear but to trust in Me. The disciplining of My Beloved Children is an act of mercy that shall save many. That is My ultimate wish – to bring as many Children to Me before justice must test.
Trust in Me, and I protect you and give you strength. Remember, you may not be immune to tragedy, but Love Me and trust in Me, and I shall give to you great strength and comfort to endure those things. You are with Me and carry My Cross with Me in these times.
There are others who must lead My Beloved Children, those who do not know My Words of Love. Trust in My Good Shepards and protect them with your prayers. So many of My Beloved Servants are led astray by what they see and what they read and what they have come to believe. They no longer trust in My Love and guidance but have been swayed by the World. There are so many good Servants led astray, and so I request that you pray for each of them, even with the knowledge that some work against Me. I can turn any and every heart by your prayers, even those who have been absolutely misled or turned against Me.
Children of My Heart, I am ever with you. I do not abandon My Children, but remember that I am not an intrusive God. I will not demand your Love but long for it. I thirst for it. A demand for Love is worthless if Love is not given freely. How I long for your Love. It is so precious to Me, and you are so precious to Me.
Every Child who is lost, engulfed by pain, who believes they are worthless…Children, you are Mine. You are made in My Image and are therefore absolutely precious to Me. There is nothing that you have done that I cannot forgive. I will raise you up from your shame and guilt and sin gladly, with the unconditional Love of the Parent you have not known.
Children, you are My Heart. Trust in My Love and allow Me to lift you up. I call to each of you – the prostitute, the one who deals poison to others, the cheaters, the liars, the thieves, and those who deny Me; I will lift up those who have been betrayed by this World, who are left lonely, impoverished, afraid…I am your Loving Parent.
Replace all your painful memories with the actions of a Loving Parent. A Loving Parent does not scream; a Loving Parent does not wound you; a Loving Parent showers you with Love and understanding in their discipline.
Children, you are so easily wounded and made to feel unworthy. Know that You are Worthy. You are My Biggest Loves. Believe in Me, My Children. Believe that you are beloved to Me.
My Children, My Prayerful Children, guide others to Me. Show them how to pray. Show them that I Love being in every single part of their life, no matter how small. I crave to know how My Children feel when they awake every morning and what nourishes them and what annoys them that I may give them joy and patience. I want to know every interaction they have with others, for better or worse, because I will assuage their souls for every slight and hurt.
Oh, Children of My Heart, trust in Me and My Love for you. It is truly strong, ineffable, and BIG.
Trust in Me and place your hearts and minds and souls within My Loving Hands. Do not go astray. Do not stray from Me, but learn and maintain your faith in Me. Let Me strengthen you against the coming deceptions. Let me strengthen you to endure what comes to this aching world.
Oh Man, why do you torture yourself? How I love you and will give you My Mercy in the midst of your fear, inequities, falls, and doubts. My Mercy is yours. I long for the Heart that seeks My Mercy. Trust in Me. Know what I accept and what I do not accept. Know My Word and do not falter.
Know that My Love and My Word are not transient. My Laws are not transient but have endured all changes through time. My Children, I give to you My Love and Peace.
Peace, My Beloved Children. I give to you My Peace.
10:26 pm
And so I ask, who am I to doubt our Lord God? Who am I who is so small and so unknowledgeable of all that exists to doubt our Creator? What is it that I doubt? Love? Creation? Beauty? The great Love of our omniscient God?
I do not. It is by His Grace that I know Him. It is by His Great Grace that He chose to wake His Child up. It is by His Great Grace that I give to others the Love of His Messages. Who am I to doubt? Who am I to stop expressing my Love for Him? Who am I to be a coward? By His Love and Grace, I shall not be. Amen.
My meandering thoughts that I decided to write down - I thought maybe the beginnings of a short book...
Would He have us suffer? His beloved children for whom He seeks so many blessings and gifts? He who has saved us from everlasting darkness. He allows us to suffer? But why? Why must we endure pain and heartbreak and hardship and losses? Why?
He has not said that following Him would be easy. He did not promise this to His Faithful Apostles nor to His Disciples (for there were many). No, He did not promise ease and welcome and understanding. In His painful example, He showed us what might be for us in our Love for Him. He never promised loving our Lord God would be easy, and it is not, is it?
We suffer agonies – illnesses, the death of loved ones, especially our children, setbacks like the loss of our homes, the loss of friendships, the loss of investments, the loss of jobs…well, even the loss of our pets, which can hurt so desperately. We are not immune to these things, and it is unfair to blame our Beloved Jesus.
Why?
Because did He not suffer so much more and for our Love? He offers us the choice. We can follow Him, or we can follow the ways of the world, and isn’t the latter easier? We do not have to fight with spouses who disagree with our faithfulness. It is easier for us to hide, because others say we are holy rollers, and we should be ashamed – let us laugh it off. We do not face the threat of the sword by the unfaithful…because we hide our Love for Christ. We are not ashamed…in most cases…but we are afraid of what the world might say to us or about us or do to us. We are not ashamed but desperately afraid.
God has told us that His yoke is light. It is true, because the knowledge of His Love – the absolute understanding of it – because He has graced us with that knowledge, is ineffable and strong and comforting. It makes us lions in the face of challenges. He makes us fearless in His Love.
And we must trust this. We must trust in Him, that no matter what we must face, He is there and will give us strength. He is there, and He asks us to join Him in His suffering upon the Cross.
What an unpopular and unbelievable request! Join Me on the Cross of My Great Suffering!
Who wants to suffer pain, agonies, hurt, insults, abandonment, fear, evil temptations, and death? Not I, for sure. I am so weak and fear every pain that might be hurled at me or at my loved ones. How can I possibly endure the pain of loss or the hugeness of fear?
Well, we cannot. But Jesus can encompass our Hearts and give us the strength we lack. I have always considered, not just Jesus’ sacrifice, but also the horror and dismay of our Beloved Father who must have wept at seeing His Beatific Son so degraded by Man, His very creatures. For He so loved man that He gave His only Begotten Son that we may be saved.
What a parent! What Love! What sacrifice! Could any of us give up our children to save the people around us? Could any of us give up those we love to save others who may not appreciate what we have done?
No.
It is the very rare person who can do this – if anyone. Except for our God who Loves us that much. He endured the pain of seeing His Beloved Son reduced, and yet, in His infinite wisdom, knowledge, and omnipresence, He did so.
So how can we be upset when we are asked to share the Cross of His Beloved Son. Can’t we see this as a blessing? A difficult thought and feeling to be sure. I think about especially the parents who have lost a child – at any age. The hollowness is ineffable. I say that with a complete lack of experience. I have never had children, but I have been made, by the Will of God, to feel the agony experienced by parents.
I have felt God’s dismay and His desire for us. I wish I could enclose parents in this love and trust and understanding. I cannot, but God can. He will do so for even those who lack His guidance, for those who do not know Him, and for those who are angry with Him. Especially those who are angry.
The hurt is too great…so great. Your child gone…but remember, our Lord God also lost His Child. He witnessed His suffering. We are made in His image, and so, is it so difficult to believe that the torturing of His Son as a human entity, as the Divine Person, could not make Him hurt and weep and feel the pain of His Son’s degradation?
I do not think so, nor do I believe that we are above or exempt from suffering if our Lord, Jesus Christ was not exempt Himself.
How arrogant are we. How spoiled and loved and small. Yet, God loves us beyond our understanding. If we trust in Christ, life becomes easier and perhaps more tolerable. We feel the aches and pains of loss. We are not immune to the tribulations of life. But aren’t we in great company?
Who are we who are so much lesser than our Lord, Jesus Christ to complain or wonder or doubt? Surely, we must cry. Surely, we must express our angst and grief and disbelief and questions. It is natural to do to so and right. Rail against God for your pain! Express it! Let Him understand with all of your heart what has happened to your heart. And accept His comfort and Love.
How much easier will your grief become? It will exist, but it will not crush you or your life. You will feel joy again, and your memories will be bolstered by love.
Trust in Christ. He craves our love and rejoices when we turn to Him in our angst and in our joys. He is our Loving Parent. Believe in that.
And regarding the difficulties placed before us by the world and all the lies meant to mislead us away from our Savior, Christ Jesus, you must pray.
(He has laid His Hand upon my Heart, and this is the message He has sent us in His Mercy…)
You must know the Word. You must know what God accepts and does not accept. Do not flounder, and do not fear.
Have I not shown you the strength of your prayers? Have I not expressed the power of My Love?
Have I not expressed the wonders you may do in the name of the Father who finds you so sweet and covers you with His Most Tender Love?
Children of My Heart, do not become distressed. Do not think that I leave you to endure the worst by yourselves. I am always with you, and I give you strength to endure whatever places itself before you. I give to you discernment. I give to you strength. I give to you My Love which provides all that you need.
Believe in Me. Believe in My Love. Trust in Me and trust in My Love. I do not abandon My Children but raise you up. I do not create chaos and doubt for you. I lift you up. I do not wish pain upon you, nor do I increase its strength. I give you strength, and I lessen your pains. Trust in Me.
Trust in Me and Me alone. Do not trust the words of Man, for they are transient. Look to the Shepards who are true to My Word. Read the Bible and pray the Rosary and you will be guided by the Holy Spirit, the Love of My Beloved Mother, and by My Endearing Love.
Oh, Children of My Heart, the fire within My Heart burns for you. I am your Savior, and I long for your love. How I thirst for your presence in My Home. I pour blessings – ineffable blessings – upon you when you reconcile yourself and partake of My Love. The Host of Love is a Holy blessing. It is My Sacrifice for your love and a covenant that those who Love Me and believe in Me and who follow Me shall not be doomed to hell.
Children, My yoke is light. Is Love so heavy as to weigh you down? When has Love ever been a burden? When has Love brought you unhappiness or pain? My yoke is light, and My Love lightens your spirit beyond all worldly things or what you perceive to be treasure.
Those who are wealthy, share your wealth. Those who are kindly, be kindly to strangers. Those who can speak to opposing enemies, bring peace. Those who can discern, teach.
Children, I give you great gifts of the Spirit. Listen and be still. Trust that My Love is so strong that each of you are precious, special, unique, needed, and created for Heaven.
My Love for you will do all things. My Love will change the course of waters and bring mountains down to rubble. Trust in Me, and I will open all doors according to My Will.
Trust and live in unity with My Will. It is My Will for you that you understand the beauty and endless joy of what I want for you. I give to My Children good gifts. I do not fail you, nor do I betray you. I am ever with My Children, and I guide you with the Holy Spirit when you are prayerful. I am with you, longing for your Love and notice. One word from you, one acknowledgement of My Gifts, fills Me with ecstasy. How I Love you, My Beloveds.
Trust in Me. Trust in Me. Pray the Rosary according to My Beloved Mother’s request. You know not how powerful one simple prayer from you is – an acknowledgement of the beauty I created for you; a thanks for another day; the sharing of your day-to-day life….it is all beautiful and important and interesting to Me. Do not think that your prayers must be formal and rote. No, I crave your interactions. I crave your notice. I crave you and your Love.
Children of My Burning Heart, prepare. I do not want you to fear but to trust in Me. The disciplining of My Beloved Children is an act of mercy that shall save many. That is My ultimate wish – to bring as many Children to Me before justice must test.
Trust in Me, and I protect you and give you strength. Remember, you may not be immune to tragedy, but Love Me and trust in Me, and I shall give to you great strength and comfort to endure those things. You are with Me and carry My Cross with Me in these times.
There are others who must lead My Beloved Children, those who do not know My Words of Love. Trust in My Good Shepards and protect them with your prayers. So many of My Beloved Servants are led astray by what they see and what they read and what they have come to believe. They no longer trust in My Love and guidance but have been swayed by the World. There are so many good Servants led astray, and so I request that you pray for each of them, even with the knowledge that some work against Me. I can turn any and every heart by your prayers, even those who have been absolutely misled or turned against Me.
Children of My Heart, I am ever with you. I do not abandon My Children, but remember that I am not an intrusive God. I will not demand your Love but long for it. I thirst for it. A demand for Love is worthless if Love is not given freely. How I long for your Love. It is so precious to Me, and you are so precious to Me.
Every Child who is lost, engulfed by pain, who believes they are worthless…Children, you are Mine. You are made in My Image and are therefore absolutely precious to Me. There is nothing that you have done that I cannot forgive. I will raise you up from your shame and guilt and sin gladly, with the unconditional Love of the Parent you have not known.
Children, you are My Heart. Trust in My Love and allow Me to lift you up. I call to each of you – the prostitute, the one who deals poison to others, the cheaters, the liars, the thieves, and those who deny Me; I will lift up those who have been betrayed by this World, who are left lonely, impoverished, afraid…I am your Loving Parent.
Replace all your painful memories with the actions of a Loving Parent. A Loving Parent does not scream; a Loving Parent does not wound you; a Loving Parent showers you with Love and understanding in their discipline.
Children, you are so easily wounded and made to feel unworthy. Know that You are Worthy. You are My Biggest Loves. Believe in Me, My Children. Believe that you are beloved to Me.
My Children, My Prayerful Children, guide others to Me. Show them how to pray. Show them that I Love being in every single part of their life, no matter how small. I crave to know how My Children feel when they awake every morning and what nourishes them and what annoys them that I may give them joy and patience. I want to know every interaction they have with others, for better or worse, because I will assuage their souls for every slight and hurt.
Oh, Children of My Heart, trust in Me and My Love for you. It is truly strong, ineffable, and BIG.
Trust in Me and place your hearts and minds and souls within My Loving Hands. Do not go astray. Do not stray from Me, but learn and maintain your faith in Me. Let Me strengthen you against the coming deceptions. Let me strengthen you to endure what comes to this aching world.
Oh Man, why do you torture yourself? How I love you and will give you My Mercy in the midst of your fear, inequities, falls, and doubts. My Mercy is yours. I long for the Heart that seeks My Mercy. Trust in Me. Know what I accept and what I do not accept. Know My Word and do not falter.
Know that My Love and My Word are not transient. My Laws are not transient but have endured all changes through time. My Children, I give to you My Love and Peace.
Peace, My Beloved Children. I give to you My Peace.
10:26 pm
And so I ask, who am I to doubt our Lord God? Who am I who is so small and so unknowledgeable of all that exists to doubt our Creator? What is it that I doubt? Love? Creation? Beauty? The great Love of our omniscient God?
I do not. It is by His Grace that I know Him. It is by His Great Grace that He chose to wake His Child up. It is by His Great Grace that I give to others the Love of His Messages. Who am I to doubt? Who am I to stop expressing my Love for Him? Who am I to be a coward? By His Love and Grace, I shall not be. Amen.